Just thought I'd let people know... still not pregnant so no worries. I'm not keeping any secrets! :) I'm sure everyone will know when I find out because I'll be so excited. I've been testing with my ovulation test kits every day since my IUD was taken out (minus a couple days when I was on what I think was my period?). You know what those darn little tests keep coming up with? A whole lot of negative. Shocker right? So I'm not sure what my body is up to. I've lost like 9 lbs. over the last month. Thinking that might help but who knows. Guess I'll have to keep waiting. I looked at online calculators and if I have a 45 day cycle (not sure what I have... so irregular it's always a surprise) I should be ovulating soon. But not sure. I'm quite the mystery. Good thing is that the ovulation test kit I buy is like $18 and they have a $7 mail in rebate plus they include a $2 off coupon in each box so I'm on box 3 which means it'll only cost me like $9 a box since box 2 and on! Gotta love rebates and coupons! Woohoo! So yeah....hopefully my body kicks into gear soon so I don't have to make another trip back to the dr. We'll keep our fingers crossed!
On another note I have not been sleeping very well recently. I've always been a dreamer. Not the kind of dreamer where I have these big dreams of what my life can be. I'm talking about dreams that I have at night. I always have weird dreams. I can list off a number of extremely odd dreams from the past that have stuck. Some I only remember an hour after I wake up and others days or years later. Sometimes its just bits I remember and sometimes I remember the whole thing in detail.
One of my most recent ones was me meeting Scott for the first time and he lived in this huge huge HUGE house. It had a big stadium that was supposed to be like Medieval Times (for all non-californians or those who don't know what that is, it's basically a place where they feed you dinner with no utensils like back in the day and they have jousting and what not. I've never actually been but always wanted to go). So anyway at his house he had a place like that. He also had like a lake and just tons of land. This place was incredible. So I met him and we hit it off and there was some girl that worked on his property that he had either dated or she was like crazy obsessed with him. I remember telling him that it was not going to be pretty when she found out we were getting married and I might be pregnant with his child (I love how in the dream I knew him for like a couple days and already had the marriage planned and I might be pregnant? Really? What the heck?). I can remember so many details about how things looked and kinda wish I was an artist so I could draw all these memories of places in my dreams.
So anyway, my point is I've been really tired recently because my usually every other night dreams have become like multiple every night so I don't ever feel like I sleep well. It makes it hard to exercise. I also wonder if there is meaning to all my weird dreams. Maybe I need a dream dictionary. Although with all the details and events that go into my dreams, I'm not sure how I'd begin to look them up. I should start a journal though. They would be so entertaining to read later on.
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