First, I wish I was pregnant. I had my IUD out Dec. 29 and still nothing. I might be ovulating soon (possibly today but this happened last time. I had what looked like a positive test a couple days before I actually did. So we'll see when I test tomorrow). If it is today then this cycle is shorter than my last 64 day one and if I don't get pregnant then I need to see the dr. I'm so messed up. All you regular girls be thankful. It does sound nice not having a cycle regularly and not having to deal with monthly girl issues. But when it comes to trying to have children, it sucks. Lots of disappointment. I hate starting almost every day with a negative. Even if it's just an ovulation test. I could not test and just go with the flow but I think the more information I know about myself the better I can help the doctor. So I test every day and see that negative test result everday. What a way to start the day right?
Second, I wish my back didn't hurt. It started Sunday morning. I was fine when I got up but while making breakfast for Scott and Rick it just started hurting really bad and aching into my right hip. It hurts worse today than it has the past two days. So if the pain pills aren't working then they definitely won't work now. I'm not sure what's going on. I'm just gonna try to take it easy and see if I can get it better on my own. Hopefully I feel better by Thursday. It's Charlotte's birthday and I've gotta make a cake. It's not gonna be a big thing. Pretty low key. But darn it, I need a good back! I've got yard work to do!
Third.... trying to think....I guess the third thing I wish for is being outta debt. Debt is horrible and we were so close when I quit work but with Scott struggling to get hours back for a couple months we struggled. So what was manageable slowly slipped away to being much more difficult. So we're working on getting it down again but thanks to grocery prices now its so hard! I used to be able to get by so easily with $150 for 2 weeks. Now it hardly buys a thing. I bought a pound of lean ground beef yesterday and it cost almost $5! Milk is now like $2.40 a gallon when it used to be under $2. One bell pepper is like $1.40. Everything is ridiculous! How the heck am I supposed to feed my family? Really? No wonder so many people are overweight. We'd almost be better off eating off a dollar menu. That makes me sick thinking about eating out every day. I can't do it. But its really a joke how expensive things are. We should save money on gas though since we'll only be driving one car now. But the debt is gonna probably take a little longer now thanks to soaring food prices. Can't wait for my parent's garden this year. That's gonna be a lifesaver. Looks like I need to go back to the co-op. I need to check out their prices. So yeah... I really wish our credit card debt was gone but they have saved us when we needed groceries and didn't have the money!
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